thanks ian, good to hear from you i always look forward to your opinion.
i just am at the end of my rope. today sucked i went to visit the church where we had my dads funeral at, and all this sucks without the support of my wife.
i am not doing anything until after our anniversary on june 3. after that i am going to either file for divorce without talking to her first, or talk to her and tell her i agree with everything she has said and we are better off and tell her that i am filing.
i am racking my brain with this dicision but if i can just stay patient until after the 3 rd and i will worry about it then.
i am just not positive today. alot of days i see all the positives that she has given me and i have a good outlook but not now i just see the glass as half empty today.
