Its amazing... I am starting to live...

[COG]

Ali,

I used to hold onto my fear for dear life and not let go my knuckles were white for God's sake!

satans work.

And what kind of person am I if I enjoy F*&*()ng... now and again. What kind of person does that make me? A d*mn good WIFE is what it makes me.

Amen sista! Bullseye! RIGHT ON DA MONEY!!!!

I wiil not refuse to go back to being scared of my sexuality or of how much power I as Woman have. NEVER! My H actually needs for me to be like this in order for him to shine.

You made it Ali, you have arrived! AWESOME! I'm 48 years old and I've never actually met a woman that got it, really got it. You are the first!

I am starting to see this is what Monogamy is or should be HOT monogamy,, Afterall he is my H I have every right to "use " his body for my pleasure and give him pleasure that only I can because I am his Wife and it is my God given right to know his body and take him to Heaven every now and again.

Hot monogamy, it does'nt get any better, it's right, it's blessed, it's a gift straight from God for BOTH partners.

That I cant go to the store come home and whip up the most fabulous food you have ever tasted and that is to be applauded but if I go to the store and buy a small bottle of wine and then come home and seduce my Husband until I am sweating and he is smiling like a little kid at Christmas... when does that get Praised?

If we all had that attitude, we'd be alot thinner, and a lot more satisfied.

You are awesome Ali, keep up the good work.

Love,

COG