I am going to read everything I can on here today, in all forums and write and focus on what I need to do to get on track with everything- My mind is in a hundred different places and I need to have a map or plan to calm it down. I do focus on my kids but they get home from school and are out on the trampoline or in the pool- The baby sleeps alot and I am not working right now, house is clean so I should use this time to get myself in order with a proper budget and a new everything. I will do this!!! I can do this!!!!


Love,Lisa

Me:37
H:38
6 kids
first bomb 8/05 (ow involved)
piecing 7/06
second bomb 3/07 ow involved
wash rinse repeat....
huge move to start over 2/11
more affairs
H left for good 8/12