HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[LisaLost]

Thanks Tonya_ I pray that all goes good for you with your birth!!!

Well I wondered when it would happen and it did this morning. My emotions got this best of me and I broke down screaming and crying to my husband. He said see that is why I left- you can't control your feelings. I was having a bad day and he called just to ask something simple and I let him have it. Then I called back to say I was sorry all weeping and crying which pissed him off even more. I just said how unfair things are and he said things were unfair to him too, that he had to sleep on an air mattress at his brother's house and doesn't get to see his kids. That he has to give up a large chunk of his salary to tak eareof me and the kids. But he said I am not calling you whining about it.( yeah he calls me and cussed me for everything in the book) I told him we needed to D he said he didn't think so right now but to do what I wanted. He said he is tired of all these sarcastic comments I make about him and another woman when he sys there is not one- remember he said he told me that to make me mad. He just said he is sick of me and my pity party about everything- I didn't think I was acting that way but I guess I am.

Have you guys ever had one of those days when you know you shouldn't but you call back anyway- well that was my day. I kept on bothering him at work when I shouldn't have and it just pissed him off more.

Ok I need to fix this-

*BACK AWAY- LET HIM CALL YOU AND END CONVO FIRST-NO TALK ABOUT US
THAT IS THE ONLY GOAL i CAN DO NOW

ANY SUGGESTIONS?

Thanks,
Lisa