I know that this is his journey. God has told me as much and also told me that my H knows that he is going to crash and that I am not to be there to witness it. My H has a lot of childhood issues to deal with and is just running and avoiding... all under the guise that "I just want to be happy" Last time when he was home he said it was difficult to look at me and that he was sorry for hurting me. He recognized then that I loved him unconditionallly and enough to let him go. I shared with him my vision from God that I was not to be a part of his hitting rock bottom. It will happen but God is sparing me that. Perhaps that is why I was directed to put the house up for sale. Annie
