My W is a Christian and raised in a very spirtual household. Yes, she knows she is sinning. Her answer to her sin is that God will love her no matter where she is at. Which I agree... My W is a PK (preachers kid) and knows scripture a lot better then I do, so she keeps using her faith to justify her actions. I tried last week to have her explain what is going on in her head about this and she told me she was to tired to get into right then and that she is still figuring it all out. The question that I keep asking myself is the A worse then her using scripture to justify what she is doing? I know scripture well enough to know that either way she is sinning.... I keep praying that God will give her a revelation as to the destruction that she is creating and the possible destruction in the future. Early on she shared with me a few dreams that she had and the were straight from the story of Hosea, were Hosea put the white robe around Gomer. But instead of Hosea and Gomer it is her and I. She also told me the day that she got caught coming out of the OM hotel room that she felt God telling her not to go there... If she isn't willing to listen to God how in the world is she going to listen to anybody?
I sucks that no matter how much I try to shield my kids from all of this they are still getting exposed to it. I pray this ends soon and we can start trying to reconcile.
-ERC
Psalms 37:7-9 Wait patiently for the Lord! Wait confidently for him! Do not fret over the apparent success of a sinner, a man who carries out wicked schemes! Do not be angry and frustrated! Do not fret! That only leads to trouble! Wicked men will be wiped out, but those who rely on the Lord are the ones who will possess the land.
