I'm not sure she is extremely confused. Everything she says indicates she is ready for D. However i know to not believe anything she says, and only 1/2 of what she does.
I will probably do as you suggest, but one of our big problems is that I never listened to her. (i'm not a good listener period). I have been working on that like crazy though. So i'll just take her lead, and ask expanding/clarifying questions, and look in her eyes the whole time.
I can't believe how nervous I am to see her tonight. Its crazy, i need to calm down. It feels like i'm on the damn rollercoaster again. Part of it is, I miss her (which scares me since she wants us to live in seperate houses). And another part is just nervous about what new twists in the 'story of us' i'm going to learn about tonight.
I remember when we we're dating, she met me at the airport (back when you could get to the gates without a ticket) and when i got off the plane, there she was wearing a long overcoat and some sexy boots. That is a night i will never forget. I'm sure our cab driver hasn't forgot it either.
Now she drives herself to the airport, and i'm sitting here in a ball of nervous energy waiting for her to walk through the door.
