I've been doing really good lately. Much better. At times I'm happy. Today is hard for some reason. I just want to call my wife and talk with her. See her and snuggle on the sofa. Just enjoy being with her. All the things I took for granted.
Why do I feel this way today? I thought the rollercoaster rides had stoped.
I hate to ask this question, because I'm down today, but is it normal to be questioning myself? Wondering if I'm doing the right thing. My wife has said it's over, and most of my family and friends has said it's over too. That I should move on. I don't want to move on! I want my wife back! But am I being realistic? When she first left she said that the chance of her returning was 25%. Has that gone up or down?
