He texted me text me this morningand told me to have fun at my brother's party- I sent : we plan on it. Well here is how our text convo went
H: Yeah I am sure the boys will have fun M" we all will H: Lisa I do think about this, all of this M: what do you mean by that H: well I don't believe you love me- and right now I don't love you like that- I respect you alot M: ok well H: I am not dating, seeing or anything anyone else- I will swear on my kids about that one H: I am not going to file anytime soon-I don't know what the future holds M: I don't either H: just don't push me M: I just miss you, us (wrong I know but I felt it at the time) H: if I had to choose now I would say - we weren't going to work out H: just have fun today okM M: I will
I am so afraid to say anything- it may be the wrong thing. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Me:37 H:38 6 kids first bomb 8/05 (ow involved) piecing 7/06 second bomb 3/07 ow involved wash rinse repeat.... huge move to start over 2/11 more affairs H left for good 8/12