Had interesting Sat night again. We had friends over to cook out. W had lot of wine. Later in the evening, I sat down by her-told "Nothing is happening between us tonight." I answer "I'm not looking for anything to happen until you can give me a goodnight kiss every night." I tell her I think we have become better friends. She starts discussing the trainer's feeling towards her. I listened as long as I could take it. She still is into being young again. Feels she "lost" her 30's, due to bad marriage.
After I go to bed, she stayed up. This am I ask what she did until 1:30. She says she just was listening to music. Of course, I get on computer this am find she has been searching May-December romance and Ashton-Demi. She still is caught up in the fantasy of this guy. I don't know how long I can put up with this.
