I didn't say that Xanax wasn't the right thing to do...if you need it you need it...what I was saying is you need to get back to YOUR life...where you don't NEED it to get through the day...
If you are talking to Jody and taking her advice then there really isn't much the rest of us can add...sometimes you just have to decide what it is you want to do...and then do it...I just know that your H has said he doesn't like the "talks" that you have had with him in the past and I see you working up to that explosive point again where you will just let it all go on him...all I can say... and I would hope that this would be in agreement with Jody...is DON'T do it