Hi sweet Lisa - I know how you feel, you live in momentary moments of HUGE feelings - thing is you need to stand back and even though the feelings won't disappear, they will be better placed if you stand back. Sometimes just putting your mind to something else helps !!
Last night after watching a romantic movie - I cried my eyes out once again, prayed to GOd, yelled at him asking WHY this was all happening and to PLEASE send my H back - it got so bad that I nearly called my H ....I had the phone in my hands and NEARLY DID !!!
THen I started pacing around my room and walked into the hallway - the light was on there, it kind of 'woke' me from my nightmare ideas, I decided to fold the washing and before I knew it, the worst had passed and I was able to go back to sleep !!
I hope this helps you sweety - go and enjoy your little baby, time passes so quickly with them and also time flies when you're having fun - so go have fun, and leave it up to God to see what your future brings in terms of your H !!!
Take care !!!xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
