The only thing that is important for you right now is your baby (and the boys, of course). There is no sense in trying to assess your situation at this point. And there is no need to make a decision right now either. And if I may offer, don't waste your breathe with your H. This just isn't the time.
And I am sending positive vibes to you, because you have as much on your plate as anyone who has ever come here could possibly have. be good to yourself and your children. That is where the big dividends will be recognized.
