Can't stop crying this morning. I guess it hurts more than I realized to have him coming closer to me (or so I think) and then go back to her. I took a Xanax this morning - the first one since Easter I think. I'm feeling overwhelmed and am breaking down. I scheduled a session with Jody (DB coach), but she's not available until Monday. I just called again and asked them to call me if she has any cancellations before then. I haven't had a breakdown like this in weeks now.
If anyone is out there with some words of encouragement evailable, I could sure use it...
