I just woke up and had a horrible dream about getting into a confrontation with H and OW and basically the three of us "having it out." When all was over, H chose to go home with OW. I woke up and immediately started bawling and telling myself that I can't do this anymnore. I feel so good about the progress we have made in the past few weeks, and at the same time my heart is ripping in two from feeling so much closer to him yet knowing he is in her bed right now. Is he confused? Is he having a hard time letting go of her? of me? Am I just overreacting to his own actions the past few weeks? Do they really mean nothing? Help, guys!!! This is so hard.
