I fantasize about leaving. Crazy? I feel unappreciated. Settled for. I know I'm not hard up. It's difficult sometimes....

The trip was awesome. I love my job, and I love my friends. Not so sure I want to be in this married life right now. I want to be loved and adored. I don't feel that way.

Tomorrow may bring something different, but that's how I feel RIGHT NOW.

SD

Me: 40
H: 43
H had EA from 2/06-9/06
Bomb 5/06
Piecing since 9/2006
3/2008: Boundary setting
7/2009: Boundary crossing~dropped my own bomb.
8/2010: Marriage finally on track!