Why do these things happen

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I have been an alcoholic long before we got married and she knew that. It wasn't till I actually quit, after 2 weeks, (73 days now) that she asked for the divorce. So the biggest things I believe is that because of the alcohol I was not available to her emotionally, or even physically at times. I would have to believe her biggest worry is that I have not quit for good, and fears that I may slip and start again, and there is nothing I can do about that but have her see that I am in this struggle for sobriety for life and will not let it beat me. We have never been great about finances, but never starving by any means, I have been employed by the same company long before we met