Thanks for the kind words. It's hard, especially at night. I so want to call her and beg her to come home. I know that I can't do that. I hope that she'll see that I'm sincere and want her back. And that I'm willing to work on our relationship and make it better than it's ever been. I was wrong and I wish I could roll back time.
We were going to C for the last 6 months together. I'm still going. I have even been going to my C's "group" sessions. I never thought that I was a "group session" kind of guy, but it really has been helpful. My W isn't going to a C. She didn't want to continue with me and she didn't want to see the same C. My C gave her the name of another C and she has resisted going. My C has even called her several times, but she won't return the calls.
My W seems to be avoiding anyone who might not support her position. This includes several long time friends that have tried to call her.
I wish I knew what was going to happen. I keep hoping that she'll turn around, but so far it just seems that she's continuing in the direction towards divorce.
