Sashaying thru Seperation III

[Heartbroken]

Hey Lovely Olive - you are right we sure have some dirty beer glasses here in MI too. Hmmmm even when I drink straight from the bottle I get dizzy - wonder if it's the dirty beer? HA!

Baby Steps everyone and keep the PMA! It's Friday nite! I just finished two full days of having a garage sale - ugh too much work but made 300 bucks too! AND cleaned out the basement!!!

HB

[mcojh]

Well, our plans have changed. S15 wanted to go to the local regional park to hang out and play. W decided this was a good idea because she works tomorrow morning at 7. She was hesitant to go out after. Now we are going to go out for drinks tomorrow night after I go to my game dinner. I wanted to say no, and blow off the whole thing, but that would make me look like a baby. Oh well.

[Dr LOve]

I know it is frustrating. I don’t know how long I can hold out either. But My S10 keeps me trying. I do want to GAL. I am GAL but my son is part of that life. My W and I do not argue, nor are we fighting. So my son does not suspect much. It’s like we are room mates. She did tell me if I contact his family “It’s OVER”. But when I first found out I asked her if his wife knew and she told me the OM said she did. (Yea right) then why can’t I talk to her?
I don’t want to call the Om W yet because I will only use that as a last resort. It would not be to hurt my wife. If we do file for D I will use it to let the OM feel my pain.
Not to mention sending the pictures to his work would be kind of fun...LOL

[mcojh]

Well the park was fun, but not what I had in mind. CW is so distant sometimes. She says stuff that makes you think we ave no shot to get on track, and then she says stuff that makes you think she has an inkling to try. For instance, a co-worker of hers and his wife are struggling. She says she cannot believe that they are staying together because of obligation rather than a commitment. Later, when I told her that the boys and I were going to my mom's Sunday for my sisters b-day. She asked if she was invited and I jokingly said yes. She replied, "I will probably never be invited again." It was weird.

I am just going to smile and wave. The craziness will drive me nuts otherwise.

[mcojh]

One other thing. I am trying to touch my CW more and more. Nothing sexual, just a touch here and there. She doesn't pull away, but still not affectionate......

[lovelyolive]

I wanted to say no, and blow off the whole thing, but that would make me look like a baby.

Why? Maybe you have something better to do tonight.

So, is she responding more to your touch? Like before she would back off and now she's just not responding? Just wondering how it's working for ya'.

[mcojh]

She knows S15 and I are going to a Wild Game dinner tonight that ends at 8. I will be full as a tick after it. She did have to get up at 6 this morning and can sleep in a little later tomorrow, so it is understandable. The baby part comes because I said I wasn't doing anything after the dinner, so I have to learn to keep the details to my self better.

As far as the touching goes, she doesn't respond or pull away, so I am trying to ease in. Maybe I will get her drunk tonight.

[lovelyolive]

Good plan. My H stopped drinking shortly after meeting the ow. Not sure why but whatever. Maybe I'll get drunk tonight, too and hit on him.

.. full as a tick????

[mcojh]

Picture a tick that has been on a dog for a week.

[mcojh]

Well how's this for crazy. W came over to pick S6 up. I gave her some of the baseball pics that came in. She had seen the one of me and the boys the other day. I only got one copy of that one. She asked "do I get a picture of you three?" Why would someone want a picture of someone they detest?

On a guy note, me and the boys got a lot of work done as a team. We planted more flowers, trimmed bushes and washed the siding. Very nice to accomplish that.

Smiling and waving.