I have to say, the two years it took to get that, make it all the more satisfing. Since I know that will be the last one, I am going to sit here and savor it for a moment. By the way, if I were an itinerant little boy, I would really like the style with which your post was delivered. .
But you Are an itinerant little boy (it took me a while to realize that), and that's part of your charm. That's also why you have always HATED when I said "beer to slam." And I admit now, after much personal/social/sexual/relational exploration, that I was wrong. I said those words because...well, I think you know why. Smart men can figure this stuff out. And so, you have LFL's blessing. (like you care....but maybe you do). Just be who you are BF. Don't apologize for it. You are on the right track. You will find a woman that will be a great match for you someday. Who will call you on your BS (which there is much of, lol) and also let you "top her top" as needed. Just like we've said to Mojo, it may take awhile. But you will find that person. LFL
