well i guess i locked another thread, hopefully rainbow will help me out again.
well bad hangover today went to ball game and of course out afterwards. the next day stinks!!!!! god i get depressed the day after.
i really feel like calling her today but i think i need to chill for a while. she needs to miss me and getting a phone call weekly isn't going to help. but i am getting to the point where i need some closure. i think a month of not much but when there is interaction being very friendly, and then set up a meeting where i validate her feelings agree with her wanting to split and start the divorce process. i cant put my life in a stalemate much longer.
j ryan thanks for your post she does need to know that i am her best friend and she really appreciated the phone call the other day so i am hoping i get one sometime soon.
