Still:

I have no expectations but that is not to say when he comes over, it is not in the back of my mind that maybe this is the day he moves back. Yeah, that thought is there but not something I get my hopes up about.

When he is here, I am myself, go about my business, do what I have to do.

YOu'll be okay.


The Bomb: 08/05
H moves out: 06/2006
H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07
H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08
H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09
Divorced 08-12
Kids: 22, 20, 19