COG,
Remember the post that started our Friendship awhile back. About me not being able to just let go IN THE BEDROOM ? Well Wednesday was my H birthday and he flew in that day ... and I made sure I was as X-rated in a Hot wife sexy kind of way I could be. I remember still what you posted that day and shortly thereafter and I had a few glasses of Wine and listened to Music and just relaxed and got myself beautiful for my H. I was going to be his Birthday Present....
In the past I was worried is the house clean , blah , blah , blah. Like he would care if the house was clean instead of being blown away by his Wife in bed!!

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ,That day I just focused on how to blow his mind and nothing else. HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGEEEEEEEE 180 for me.
I think I have finally reached my Goal and I was able to just really let go and not let "other stuff " or the Memory of " ow " get in the way. I do believe I gave my H a birthday he will not soon forget.
MOST of the details are too graphic to put on here I think but I will say that I went to the Airport in a sexy , very sexy dress with lots of cleavage and OOOPPPS!!! no panties.... ( left my jacket on in the Airport Didn't want to get arrested for too much cleavage ;\) LOL)

When we got into the car he discovered my little "suprise birthday present" ... and his response was " OOOOOOOH you are a bad A$% B&*ch!!!" he was impressed to say the least!!!!!! Just the response I was hoping for.
So I wanted to say thank you soooooooooooooo much. What you said to me and how you have given me 2x4's has helped me grow so much and just let go. I am very blessed to have you in my life. Thanks....
Being a Bad A$% B**ch is way better than being told I am frigid.
LOVE, Ali