Weds I went to a introductory session with a new counselor. I wish I had a full session, as I revisited my anger issues. I desperately need some coping skills or an outlet.

Yesterday, I was emotional again. I needed some comfort and support. W seemed distant. It was a day, where I wonder if this is going to actually work.

We picked up a book her (our previous) counselor recommended to her ("after the affair")

I don't know today I just feel like going home from work and climbing back into bed.

W wants to go away for the long weekend. I am not certain. Should I, when I don't feel like it? Will it be a missed opportunity? If I am going through this emotional roller coaster, will it be destructive?

IS 49 W 47 S 21 D 19 S 16
M 24y Together 31y
EA Mar04-May 06
PA Feb06-Jun06 EA May07
Bomb Dec 28 07

Footfalls echo in the memory, down the passage which we did not take, towards the door we never opened Into the rose-garden.
T. S. Eliot