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WANTED to update ... ( parental discretion advised ;\) ) MY husband flew in on Wednesday and he told me ILY on the phone.... and it was actualy just a statement not said like he was waiting for me to say it back!!!! AWESOME.
I KNOW I ALWAYS MENTION THIS BUT FOR ME IT IS AWESOME,,, cause he used to say it everyday. I miss that. But I have to focus on I miss that but the R we have now is 100 times better than it ever used to be. We are more open together and we have alot more fun together.
Then when I picked him up at the Airport ( after taking 2 hours to get ready!!!!) ( I have never taken that long to get ready in my life!!!) ( I wanted to knock his socks off!!!!)
I figured I would be his " BIRTHDAY PRESENT "
We got to the car and got in and he couldn't keep his hands off me. I was wearing a dress that had so much cleavage I even shocked myself ( had a jacket on in the Airport,, didn't want to get arrested for to much cleavage ;\) ) and I purposely "forgot" to wear appropriate undergarments and I let hin know... and SUPER . Well last year at this time he was well on his way to D me and I wanted not needed to make sure this Birthday was UNFORGETABLE and to completely catch him off guard. I am normally very reserved and Ladylike and he likes when I am " HOT MAMA" like I have stated before. And also in the past he was far too Jealous and Protective for me to even feel this comfortable being this " NAUGHTY "
Then I took him to a Local bar so we could have a few drinks... we had a couple of drinks and then we stopped home. I thought he would want to stay home.

( he is a Homebody with me mostly and when he goes it it is mostly with the boys.. UUUGGGGHHH!)

( when he called me earlier from the Airport I said what do you want to do for your Birthday when you come home??? and he said "I dunno ", and I timidly ( timid is not good)said "Well I thought I would take you for a few drinks.." and he said "Do with me whatever you want".. so I thought to myself ""REEEEEEAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLYYYY?" THIS is my chance to blow him out of the water,,

So I waited for him and proceeded to "seduce" him and he was putty in my hands... couldn't have ever imagined this last year at this time even in my Wildest Dreams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That he would just melt when I approached him. While we were kissing he said again ILY... YOOOOOO HOOOOOO!!!!! and I just teased him and I said Ready to go out again and he said "YES!!!"

We went out to another Bar and I ordered him a shot of Tequilla and normally he shys away from me being the one in control but he actually drank it and we toasted to his B'day!!!!!

An acquaintance of mine stopped to say hi to us and I introduced her to my hubby and he told her " you have pretty eyes."
I asked her if she was stilldating " so and so" and she said no I am single there are no good guys.... I said well you have to find one like MY HUSBAND he is awesome!!!! I joked with her that I would go to Mexico with her and help her find a Husband...

NEVER EVER would I HAVE SAID THAT BEFORE. MY H was always far to Jealous,, and it just sort of came out.. and shortly before that what I loved was while she was talikng to us he started to hold my hand.. I LOVED THAT. AND then MY H replied with I smile I might add " YEAH SHE CAN LOOK BUT SHE CAN'T TOUCH."
MAJOR GROWTH FOR HIM I felt so Happy,, when he said that.

I must say that some parts I have to leave out but I gave MY H a BIRTHDAY he will not soon forget...
I am very proud of myself and hope that MY h had a fantastic time. I feel so blessed to be able to even post this cause Once again last year at this time ,, ALL I WAS HOPING FOR WAS A MIRACLE. NEVER , HONESTLY would I have imagined that I would get a Miracle and also get a The Marriage and H ....I always wanted!
I knew THIS was there UNDERNEATH IT ALL but somehow we just couldn't get it right. I know I have surrnedered to love and I am pretty sure he has too.
God bless....