Man that is tough. And to actually "hear" the words too.
I'm sure there are a lot of suspicions running through your mind right now, like "is she finally talking just because she thinks it will deflect suspicion away from OM?", etc.
But that is not important now. What is important is that what you are doing, what you started a few days ago, is the right thing to do ... for YOU and for your family. It doesn't matter if she is 100% sincere right now. You are still doing the right thing.
I hope you get a good MC that can spot what is going on right away.
I may be remembering wrong but I think you said that you hadn't eaten in two days? BTDT my friend. I lost about 25 pounds in two months during the peak of my EA. You can't do that to your body my man. Treat yourself to your favorite restaurant if you can swing it sometime soon. Get yourself a box of Wheat Thins or something semi-healthy and munch away.
Good luck to you. I wish you the best. I really hope NOPkins intuition is wrong and it is only just the beginning of an EA.
Chrome
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"