I guess I'm lucky because I still have my H to share my day with. The weird thing is that I truly believe that he thinks that if we D that we can still be that much a part of each others lives... That we will still be close "friends". It doesn't work that way with me.
I think that there is an emptiness no matter where we are in our sitch's just based on the very fact that our S's are sharing of themselves with another person whether or not they are sharing with us, too.
Why do I feel like I'm not making sense again today? Sorry...
