Nops, I get through life quite a bit on intuition, or something similar to it anyway. I can't quite put my finger on it, but I'm not always a good communicator, even at work. I'll think something, sometimes even know something, but can't explain why. My brain tends to get muddled at the part where someone asks me to explain myself. My point is that I feel like your words below are more along the lines of what I need to do at this point. My H has had control of this R for a long time and I think the reason I keep coming back to leaving is because it's the only thing I have any control over. If I stay in the house, my life at home will be dictated by how my H chooses to 'let me' be. I think my desire to run will only go away if I can reclaim some of my power inside my home. Please help me do that.
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."
