Ok, here's the sitch. I didn't email or call last night or this a.m. He sent an email to S7 this a.m., but nothing for me personally. What's that about? I kind of feel like he's still just staying for the boys and I'm praying that his heart just continues to warm to ME and how important I AM to him, not just the boys. He had also told me yesterday a.m. he would call today a.m. so he could talk to the boys as we had spoken yesterday a.m., but he didn't do that either.
My heart just hurts, guys. Honestly. I know maybe I'm reading into stuff, but some sort of support and/or acknowledgment of ME would be nice. I guess I'll just wait & see what happens.
I'm not going to say anything or start being bitchy or anything. I'm just going to wait & see what he does next as far as calling me for a change or sending me an email or something. I'm also interested to see what kind of anniversary card I'll get. Unfortunately, during the D sitch, he had said he had gotten to the point where he didn't want to get me mushy ILY cards anymore so I'm waiting to see if I get another funny, funny, ha, ha card. This just kind of sucks. Bottom line is not knowing what he's thinking/feeling, etc.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
