No, I'm not doubting his own words. I guess I'm still clinging to the hope that he will be struck with a magic lightning bolt of remorse and empathy. Blech.
He also says he wants our family to be together, that he loves me, that he will never stray again, that he will do A, B, C, D and E. So far he has done A and B, but no C, D or E. He has made significant strides in presence, efforts and communication.
I'm not making excuses. I'm following my gut and trying to do what's best for me and our family.
