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Don't you ever wonder what else is out there for you?


Not really. I guess, because this is my second marriage and I've already BTDT, and also because we have now got to the root of the problem, I am confident we are on much better footing. Yes, a lot of my M has been unpleasant but .... he is still my best friend and I am not about to throw 18 years of friendship out the window and start all over. I see things turning around and I am willing to keep working towards that place we both want to be. Also, let's face it, guys are hard to train, and I don't want to have to start all over again - lol (kidding, of course)

Joking aside, in my sitch I just feel I have a heck of a lot more to lose than to gain from leaving. And, if I have to trade all I have now just for sex, sorry, it's not worth it to me, regardless of the fact I am HD

Heywyre

M - 57
H - 65
1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02
2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06
together 21 years
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Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)