I let out a big sigh after reading your message. Laughing at myself a little too. I SEE what I'm doing finally. I guess it was a first step in the right direction that I at least RECOGNIZED what I did. The call afterwards was to TRY and smooth over the "bitching" I had done.
I'm going to TRY and bust out of my box in the intimacy dept. Geez, WHY is this so hard for me?
Ok, I'm making Curry Chicken & Noodles, plan on having margaritas and am mowing the lawn tonight, (which he hates to do) and he can play with the kids and watch tv. I will jump on him tonight too. It's hard to do things like this and not expect something in return but I see now that that's a major thing I need to work on. Thanks so much for the advice!!
