I do believe we create what we think, so you have to catch the negative and replace it. Preferably with positive, but at least get rid of the negative.
I wish I could feel this way. I am not a very optimistic person. When H looks at me now, there is no love there anymore and that rips my heart out. There is that feeling you get when a man leaves you and you know it is over, they no longer care about you. I don't know if trying to be hopeful is actually a form a denial. I am trying not to operate out of fear, but this whole nightmare has hurt me so bad I just want to stop it from getting even worse. I will have to evaluate the risk as time goes on.
Me45 H45 D13 S10 together-23 years married-21 years MLC Divorced 10/3/07 Married to a wonderful new man.
