I do not know about anybody else but I would be thrilled if I got one phone call a day, then the bonus of your spouse saying that he misses you and that he loves you - wow! Sorry for the sarcasim...I did not intend to come off that way it is just the way my thoughts were typed out.
I can understand the difficulties and insecurities that you are going through. From what I have read you are doing a great job and should be proud of yourself for staying strong through all that you have endured. Continue be the great mom that you are to your boys. GAL as best you can. This will only make your H miss you and his boys more.
