Just getting started peicing it back together 2

[jersting]

I am having a bad day. I cannot seem to get my mind off of her. I miss my wife and I wish that this would have not happend to our family. I know that things will be fine for me but days like today stink. She has totaly given up on the idea of us staying together and she hasn't gone to any counseling sessions for 3 weeks. She is looking at houses and turned everything in to her lawyer that she wants to keep from the house. I have not talked to her at all in the last week. I am living in the basement of the house and I avoid all contact with her because it is too hard to see her. I did have a great day monday with the kids after school. We went fishing and just hung around together and they seemed to realy enjoy it also. W was gone all evening.