Let it out Buddy! I'll read it and listen. Hell, you call me if you need to vent, jroepel@ladpw.org, I'll get back to you through that line if you'd like. It must be the full moon. My W's playing with my mind bad too. Look at where you are and where you came from. You and your wife are touching! I went to put my hand to move her hair out of her face and she cringed away. You talk, you touch, you gaze, you share! It's just comming very slow and you are getting impacient. Their right this seems to be a crappy weekend for everyone. It will come just don't push and find an outlet for your frustraition! Jim