I have 3...

That one year ago I let myself get so fed up with my WaW actions I pulled the plug and gave up.

Then when she came back in July sat infront of me and told me how much she missed me... that instead of turning things right then and trying for counseling I said hurtful things.

And since Christmas over the last few months until Lacrosse started for my Kids I have been very overtly angry and unpleasant towards her.

They don't weigh heavily on my mind. I know what I did and what my reasons for doing them at that time were.

What it is that bothers me about these is that I am normally not a very angry person... and in all three of these situations I let anger and impatientence run me and as a result my actions had consequences that I really didnt care for.

"Fear leads to anger and that is the path to the Darkside" - Master Yoda

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