((((Lost)))) I'm so sorry what's going on with your life. He is not thinking clearly by any means. You are not a stage to be his "best friend" the wounds are too deep. It may happen later or it may happen never. Do not let him gulit you into thinking that you are not mature enough to be an adult and handle this. This all too fresh, take time to mourn. Take care of yourself and the children. It's not about him right now.
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon
