Your biggest regret

[still hoping]

Thanks SG and KS for sharing.
I do regret not finding out about DB earlier - it would've saved my dignity a bit. But like you both, I don't want to regret anything else, which is why I'm having a really hard time letting go now. I want to be able to know for sure that I did everything I could possibly do, and I thought I was there, but now I'm having my doubts. Do I hang in there for just a little while longer??? Since reading the books, I don't regret anything I've done or how I've handled myself. I'm actually proud of what I've been able to do - which is become a stronger, more independent person and find myself again - along with really building up much more patience than I've ever had. Now I need to work on becoming a better decision-maker...