We all get tired and doubt ourselves - 'tis the roller coaster ride we are one.
You are making changes and she is admitting to seeing them. Wonderful! You need to take a break to recharge. Remember no pain no gain.
Willwin said something in his thread about reading some of his first post. It helped him realize how far he really has come. We all should remember to do this once in a while. I do think you will get rid of the alien and get your w back. Patience.
I will pray for you, your family and your sister.A
