Let the A go it's in the past. It hurts and every time you think about it it distracts you from healing with W. If you've truly forgiven her acknowledge that it has happend but by forging your saying that youve put it to rest. Stop going back to where you've buried it and kicking the dirt around.
You play Guitar! Me too!! about 25 years now, started when I was 10. I get alot of comfort peace out just jaming by myself.
Will pray for you sister. Survivors have a extra something that helps them overcome.
Glad to hear W is chewing on some of your books! If she's a bookworm like my W is she'll get to them soon enough. I would put the one you would like her to read really out in the open, Not on her pillow but always sort of under foot.
drop by things are getting weird on my end. Take care of yourself.
