It has been a little easier with him gone. I do feel like a cloud has lifted. Its so strange he calls at least 4 maybe 5 times a day. Its like we are best friends. I know he calls her and tests her jsut as much if not more. but he always relies on me to help him or give him advice. Does that make sense.
Then yesterday I had to look and see if YS cellphone could be upgraded and it got the best of me to look at his calls and tests. I see where lately his old OW is now testing him and has called him a few times. What do you think? This OW was crazy she stalked me and followed me. She threatened to kill her self to him. so why would he talk to her. I had saw her at a stop sign the other day and I told him he said he didn't want anything to do with her. Now the Calls!!!!! I'm sure she need something she is always needed help. HE likes to help people and so these OW fall right into it. but the boys and I can't do things right. He has gotten alittle better with me but OS he is real critical of. Everyone tells him what good boys they are and he should be proud of what they have done. but it isn't good enough.
HE has been nice on the phone but he can because he is away and is on his own. He likes being single but the security on being married. I am getting better at being detached. It has helped having the break from him it gives me time to think and relax alittle bit. WOuldn't be funny if one OW could find out he is talking to the old OW. I am numb tothe fact of what i should do. Financially I have to stay awhile. With us being in the partnership it affects others and I wouldn't do that to them right now. What a drama....I am not a drama person.....
