You are right, love isn't always enough but eventually sex will leave a R too, and then what?

No, I am not happy but I am working towards that and I truly believe I will get there one day soon. Life is a journey, not always a nice one. I have been married for 18 years and most of them I would have to say were extremely unpleasant, to say the least. But I still love him and aside from the fact I have the same desire as you do (to be the "emotional sexy woman" I truly believe I am) it isn't going to happen right now, or even close to the near future. But, I guess I am willing to put my HD desires aside because when it comes right down to it, I am not about to give up all the other wonderful things about my H that I don't think I would ever find in just one man - he is definitely one in a billion

I hope you find the peace you are looking for

Heywyre

M - 57
H - 65
1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02
2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06
together 21 years
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Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)