Just came by to second that nomination for sainthood! Wow, you have been through a lot in the last few days. It's the roller coaster. Don't lose hope, it's so early yet.
Every time I read your posts, things jump out at me. They are always good signs, and unfortunately I see them because they are things that have gone differently for me. I like to point them out because you may think they are insignificant, but I don't think they are.
Anyway, in this post, you talked about "your" song coming on, and you sat in the garage, looked at each other and kissed. Pay more attention to these things than you do to what she says when she's in alien-mode. It would be hard for her to pretend that your song means a lot to her if it didn't.
I am so glad they never play our song on the radio! But if they did and H was with me, I know he would either say nothing, or change the station! Before he left and we drove by the little house we lived in when we were first married, I said "remember that little green house?" and he said "no." Nice, huh? So anyway, I digress. Just to point out how hopeful your sit looks from this angle!
