I’m right there with you. I feel that my W is in another world and will not let me in to save her. It seems stupid that we have been married for 16 years and so much is depending on a simple game of pool. If she goes with me I feel I am slowly breaking down her force field. Everything we have been through together. We lost a baby, parents passing away. And I would be a little happier this weeks end if she just went out with me. Like you I feel like a third party. I know it’s not me but like you I feel cheap. Like I’m not worth her love but some guy she hasn’t seen in 16 years meets up one day and he is worth it. My W is at her C meeting right now. Last week she said she was going to ask her C if I can come in and talk also. That was last week she may have forgotten. But if she didn’t again I would feel like she is letting me into her alternate universe. It seems WE ALL HAVE ARE WEAK DAYS. You have given me strength. I need you to stay strong so when I have my bad day I can lean on you…..take care
H
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
