BND, I promise you, I am trying. Also figuring out logistics of dropping d18 off at college AFTER plugging d9 into 5th grade up there, moving, etc...How to ease the young one's transition as much as I can...all our other moves had more kids, so she'll be on her own in a new place...Damn, that makes me sad.....
OKAY, I am working on my PMA... I am finding that if I listen to "Our" songs, it helps. I hope it doesn't make me feel "let down" when the goosebumps I get from our history aren't all grounded in the soon to be reality, of major hassles...But it beats being negative and having crappy expectations.
I know that having him here, physically present will have some friction areas with the kids and me, perhaps. But just getting a hug, let alone more, will help a lot I think. I miss it! Thank God for the kids, but it ain't the same... H is visiting the end of this month, and then I'm going up there house hunting, and so, in the next 8 weeks we'll be seeing more of eachother. Maybe that'll help transition a bit. j-
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
