Thanks DNQ, although today I don't feel like too much of an inspiration. My detachment is wearing on me. W called 2 or 3 times today, and never left a message. I want so badly to call her and talk, but I didn't.

This making her feel my absence is killing me.....It is wrong thinking, but I want to spend time with her so she cannot be with the FOM. I know that if she wants to be with the FOM, she will be, that I am the second fiddle right now.

On a positive note, I met the new receptionist at work today and she was kind of flirting with me. She had some of the nicest......eyes that I have seen in a while.

Another co-worker who I haven't seen in a while raved about how good I looked.

Smiling, sort of and waving.


Me: 44
S: 17 and 7
Final-6-13-08
I once went to a psychic who told me I would soon feel cheated......