hey hon, hugs)))) you have hanged on for long, I totally understand that now you have reached your limit and file.
It is sad to look back and think of our wedding and all the promises we had. All couples eventually face their own Everests. Love changes and some can't embrace the change, and some get their mind wiped off any sence by MLC (like your H). Your love was real, you were happy, it was not a lie.
Hang in there gal, I pray that each day your pain is more manageable.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.