HELP!!! Will I ever feel like my H is MINE again? Will I ever get over the feeling that he shared himself w/ OW (plural) and I'm constantly trying to dig myself out of the hole of feeling like I constantly need to be better than I feel like I am? Will I ever get over feeling like I'm constantly trying to prove MYSELF as being worthy?
I know in my mind that the A's were HIS issues, but I can't quit feeling like I am worthless or not enough and never will be.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
