I am viewing him totally different these days, which in turn makes me feel a whole lot better about myself. I am truly seeing it had nothing to do with me, something he has been telling me for years but I never believed, now I do. How could it have anything to do with me when he views the world through different eyes. To some degree, it isn't his fault either, he didn't know anything else. But now that he does, it is like a whole new person has evolved and he wants to feel what other people feel, he wants to have that special relationship that he only read about in books, he doesn't know how to get there, but at least he wants to try
